I'm off on a adventure called life.this journey is filled with highs and lows.smiles and frowns. But some way i will find my way through this dark valley and feel the refreshing rays from the sun that gives this dying earth another chance every 12 hours.dive in my head and my life to to see what makes me.M3!
 I don't know where life is going to take me. But I do know where I'm working toward. The things I have seen in life are crazy, they gave me an outlook that's clear and deeply rooted in motivation...sometimes I wander if they blind me to the fact that life isn't really what u want it to be but more of what its going to be! I have such big dreams and things that I want to accomplish that's they keep me up at night tossing and turning over rather of not GOD will allow my light to shine as bright as the sun or slowly burn out like so many other men and women who lost their inner glow due to the coldness of everyday life and survival while seeing others through the media or right next door flourish and have what u think the perfect or good life. Truth is our future is determined by our everyday actions...with a margin of error for life expectancies.(which varies in size)
 All in all I'm looking for is success and happiness...coming from a life of misplacement and self doubt but growing into a confident solar system. I am Chris Gray...I refuse to be another Joe or a person who didn't at least TRY to reach my dream!

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well that is understandable...the qualities u just named are not much nor are they impossible to find...but like life the simplest things always seem so complex to get. I mean I would give u a short list of what i want out of a woman...but from what I have seen in this world is...what u ask for or want isn't always what u get or need...my thoughts on relationships and dating is this...look at a person on the inside, compare that to their everyday ways and the way you two interact...pay attention to the things they say they want..and observe them to see if they actually make even the smallest step toward reaching them...life is so crazy and unscripted that I cant say what I'm looking for or even if I'm looking for anything at all. Right now, all I want is pretty simple yet so hard to obtain...i wanna be happy...i want another full time job, get my financial aid out of default to finish school and get my invention off the ground...women, friends and family are the things that entertain and motivate me to obtain these goals...but life and love..two things we will never be able to control!